Caffeine Overdose
Caffeine Overdose
You had me in a moment, with this thing that you call "love"
I was dizzy with excitement, naïve and silly
Like an infant enjoying her first taste of caffeine
Intoxicated I believed you, for the first time
Living in a world of reciprocated emotion
Every song was mine, every lyric penned by my own hand
Prufrock had my pity, and Wordsworth was my brother,
But the only words worth my time were yours
Spoken in clichés, you indulged my tendency
For idealism, worthless in a world where stomachs swell,
And the living dead roam, automated, oiled regularly by reality
The only one to know me inside out, I gave in
To the brighter colours, warmer days, grass that smelt
Of joyous worms rejoicing, insects smiled
As I avoided mass murder with a wary step
And cupped them up, embraced them
But they stung me with their acid kiss.
I live to learn, I learn to live.
But Calculus is easier on the heart, and Eliot
Can move me without crisply crunching me
Crunching me beneath his feet to smithereens,
Like the last brown leaf of Indian winter.
I fell from the tree and you picked me up,
I thought I was saved when you savoured me
Traced my green veins and breathed in my essence,
But you left me to dehydrate, wither, and tremble
As trade winds picked up my wisps and blew them
Hither and thither.
When the cup has been drained and lies broken on the floor,
The infant cries for more, although every sip is poison.